Today was 'Baby Bean's' due date. I remember back in January when I found out I was pregnant that September 4th seemed SO far away...
Today I should have been feeding and snuggling a new baby. Or, today I should have been so done being pregnant and ready to meet the little bean.
I received a beautiful gift from a longtime friend last night, and it was perfect. It's a silver necklace with a silver pendant of a mother and two children standing in a circle, holding each other. It was probably the most thoughtful thing anyone has done for me, after losing my two beans. I am so in love with it, and will always cherish it, and the friend who thought of me when she saw it. Love you Kristene!
On the plus side - I went shopping with my mom today at old navy and have dropped 3 sizes since March! Since March, I have lost 27 lbs. My goal is to lose another 25 before we are pregnant again. I know I can do it, because I lost the first 27 without wanting to kill myself!
God is great, and so are the people in my life. <3
skip to main |
skip to sidebar
Yet now I am happy, not because you were made sorry, but because your sorrow led you to repentance. For you became sorrowful as God intended and so were not harmed in any way by us. 2 CORINTHIANS 7:9
Facebook Badge
Our meaning...
My husband and I lost 2 of our unborn children. One at 9 weeks (Baby Bean), and one at 13 weeks (Jakob Bean). Through our loses, we have hit rock bottom, and turned back to the Lord. He waited for us, and he accepted us back with open arms. This now, is our walk for Him and our walk with Him. Our time on this earth's soil is now spent planning and hoping for our time on Heaven's soil.
About Me
Powered by Blogger.
Followers